You Can Forgive Someone And Still Say No

There’s a kind of weight you can carry for so long that it starts to feel normal, until one name, one place, or one familiar situation exposes how unhealed it still is. We sit with that reality and talk about forgiveness as one of the most misunderstood choices in Christian life, not because the other person deserves it, but because you deserve to be free. Forgiveness is not pretending, not minimizing pain, and not restoring a relationship to what it was. It’s canceling the emotional invoice and refusing to let the past control your future. 

We also draw a hard, necessary line between forgiveness and access. The church often blends forgiveness with reconciliation, and that confusion can push wounded people back into unsafe spaces. We talk boundaries, wisdom, and why “I forgive you” does not automatically mean “you can come back.” If you’ve been stuck waiting for an apology, waiting for justice, or waiting to understand why it happened, we confront that trap too. Healing doesn’t require their cooperation, and closure doesn’t have to be a conversation. 

From silent resentment to self-forgiveness, we go deep on what release looks like in real life: grieving what can’t be restored, recognizing the emotional detox that can follow a big release, and choosing obedience even when feelings lag behind. We also connect the dots to mental health and future relationships, because unresolved hurt doesn’t stay in the past, it taxes every new season. If you’re ready to forgive without reopening doors and set healthy boundaries with a clear conscience, take your seat and lean in. Subscribe, share this with someone who needs freedom, and leave a review so more people can find the table.

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Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Hey, hey, yo, come on, man. We had to come on to something hard on today, y'all. We got a whole intro, whole thing laid out here. Listen, I'm excited for today's episode. I'm excited for this Wednesday. Um we are here um another week, week seven, y'all. This is episode seven, week seven. So you've been doing this thing here for seven weeks, guys. Come on here. I'm give yourself a round of applause. Give yourself a round of applause. Yes, you've been working hard and you've been getting into this thing, and you've been doing everything that you can so that you can be a better person. Listen, I've been hitting you guys hard for seven weeks screpes. We have not had a break. Um, today is not gonna be a break either, but we are going to relax here in this beginning portion here um before we even get into the um um the teaching on today um about boundaries, okay? That's what we're gonna be talking about on today. So um I got this song, it's a real laid back song that I'm uh that I'm gonna play here. Uh and just for us to um just to wind down, just just and just to have a little fun here in the beginning, man. If you know this song, go ahead and uh if you can, wherever you are, stand up, do the words, do the dance, and um, and let's just you know, let's relax into this thing before we get started on today. I just want to give you guys a moment to breathe, uh, a moment to have yourself a little congratulations for coming here this far uh within this season, y'all. I am appreciative. I thank you, and um uh I'm excited to get into this thing, so yeah, let's do it, y'all.

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Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on, y'all. I'm talking about that thing right there. Listen here, listen here. That is the song, that is the feel, that is the vibe. Um listen, we are to uh uh uh be in a space right there where we are indeed family, y'all. We are indeed family. Listen, the next time you had your cookout, your family cookout, go ahead and put that on right there and get you some uh get you some line dancing in, get you some moves in um with your people. Listen, guys, I am excited to get into today's episode. I just want to give you guys just a little breather to come on. Um, get just get yourself together, get your mind right, um, and get your thoughts right before we go into this, um, before we give um go into this thing. And this, and you know what? Before I even get into this thing, because today's episode is uh it's about uh forgiveness, release, not reunion, letting go without reopening doors, okay. Um so this whole entire episode we are gonna be talking about setting these boundaries and being okay with setting boundaries and understanding um that um Jesus had boundaries too. Okay, he didn't try to heal everybody, he wasn't trying to preach to all the crowds, and he took time away um from even from his disciples. So um, and I and I think that's important in our life because sometimes we have attached ourselves to some things that God um you know God himself didn't even intend for us to be attached to, but we ended up attaching ourselves to it. Um but uh I'm feeling a a a hard faultness right now. Um, I'm thinking about this song uh with um Jelly Rose, it's called a hard fault hallelujah. Um and it's it's it's just about giving everything um that you had, and I I understand this. Um a lot of times in our life we reach places where we feel like I've given everything that I have to give. Um God, I have nothing left um only inside of me to give. I've given, I've given it all. And I want you to understand this. If you are in a place where you feel like, God, I have given it all. Um there's nothing left in me for me to give. I want you to understand this that God is still in love with you, okay? I want you to hear this. God is still um leaning in um on you, okay. So I don't want you to feel um discouraged. I don't want you to be um feel left out, I don't want you to feel misplaced. I want you to know that your heart fault, um, hallelujah, um, is indeed um good. Um, good enough for you, and good enough um for God, um, the God that you serve and the God that you praise. So we're gonna play one more, one more selection here, and then we're gonna get into uh our teaching of for today. Uh, I want you guys to feel encouraged on today. I want you guys to know that you are enough. Uh, I want you guys to know that um everything that you have put into this, everything that you have put into um become being a better person, right? Everything that you have put into um leaving the old you behind. I want you to know that God hears you. I want you to know that that that God understands. I want you to know that that that that God is is still trying. And if and if God is still trying, I want you to still have a will to try. Um, and give God something to work with, okay? Uh give God something that He's saying, you know what? I understand what you've doing, I understand what is happening to your it happened in your life, but I still want you to uh have the the breath to say um and and to tell uh tell me, you know, that you love me, okay? That you tell God that you love him, okay, at the end of the day, right? Okay, so let's go into this here one last election, y'all. Then we're gonna get into our teaching today. I don't always feel that's when I need it the most So I don't keep on seeing So my soul catches up with my soul There's times when my hands go off free times that it costs There's days when a praise comes out east Days when it takes all the strength I got I'll bring my heart fought, heart fill, been through hell, hallelujah I'll bring my stone toss toss till God you be patient got you be gracious Faithful whatever I feel I'll bring my heart for It is well I've wrestled with the darkness But I'm trying to reach for the light Yeah the struggle keeps me on it And it breaks down the walls of my pride Cause faith is improving like gold till it's been through the fire My head to be I need you to bring what you got to God I need you to bring everything that you got everything that you think is misplaced, everything that you think is not good enough, everything that you think is bad, everything that you think is sad, everything that you think is wrong and misplaced. I need you to take all the all of that noise and all of that junk and all of that frustration, all that sadness, bitterness, jealousy, everything that you got, everything that you think is wrong. I need you to bring it all. I need you to bring it all to God right here. I want you to bring all of that hallelujah, all that glory, all that joy, and I still want you to give that praise. I still want you to give that excitement to who it belongs to, no matter what. Don't let the enemy silence you, don't let the enemy tell you, oh, he's God's not gonna accept you um with all that baggage. Listen here, God wants you to come with all that baggage, and He's gonna work that thing out, okay? No matter what. So never think that you are too far away from God. Alright, so listen, let's go ahead and get into this thing today. There is a version of you that has been carrying something for years, maybe decades. You smiled through it, prayed over it, and told yourself you've moved on. But the moment someone says that name, or you pass that place, or a situation arises that looks too familiar, something rises up in you that doesn't feel healed at all. That's not weakness, that's unfinished business. Tonight, we're not here to ex uh uh to excuse what was done to you. We're not here to minimize your pain or rush your process. We are here to introduce you to one of the most misunderstood, most avoided, and most powerful acts a human being can choose, and that is forgiveness. Not because they deserve it, not because it erases what happened, but because you deserve to be free. Let me go a little deeper for you right here. Particular notes, put down part one, what forgiveness actually means. Before we can walk in forgiveness, we have to destroy the lies we've believed about it. Forgiveness is not saying what they did was okay, forgiveness is not pretending the hurt didn't happen, forgiveness is not restoring the relationship to what it was, forgiveness is not giving the access uh to your life again, forgiveness is not forgetting the offense, and forgiveness is not excusing repeated behavior, but what forgiveness is is a decision to release a debt that someone owes you. Forgiveness is a cancellation of the emotional invoice you've been holding on to. Forgiveness is an act of internal liberation that benefits you first. Forgiveness is a declaration that what happened will no longer control your future. In Luke 17, uh chapter 17, verses 3 and 4, Jesus gives a command that stunned even the disciples. Forgive your brother seven times in a day. And if he returns and repents, their response increases our faith. Even if they understood that forgiveness at that level isn't natural, it's supernatural, it requires something beyond our own emotional capacity. That's your first key, right there. Forgiveness was never designed to be a feeling, it is a choice that eventually produces a feeling. You don't wait until you feel like forgiving, you make the decision, and the healing follows the obedience. Part two, the difference between forgiveness and access. This may this may be the most liberating truth in this entire teaching of today, okay? So lean in. Forgiving someone does not mean letting them back in. Let me read that again. Forgiving someone does not mean letting them back in. The church has done um done a diss uh service to many people by conf by conflating forgiveness with um reconciliation. They are not the same thing, and treating them as the same has sent wounded people back into dangerous places in the name of being Christ-like. Forgiveness is eternal, reconciliation is relational. One is required by God, the other requires rebuilding trust over time, and sometimes it is simply not safe or wise. You can forgive your abuser and never speak to speak to them again, you can release the person who betrayed you without offering them another opportunity to do so. You can pray for someone genuinely while still maintaining boundaries that protect your peace. You can wish someone well from a distance without allowing them proximity. Forgiveness says, I release you from what you owe me. Access says, I trust you with my heart again. There are two entirely different conversations. Boundaries are not bitterness, protecting yourself is not unforgiveness. You can love someone from a safe distance, you can forgive completely and still say what we had is over, and that's okay. God does not require you to be a doormat, He requires you to indeed be free. Let's see. Part three, letting go of the need for an apology. One of the most painful forms of unforgiveness is their waiting period. Come on, how many, how many, how many of us uh know that? Waiting for them to acknowledge what they did, waiting for the phone call, waiting for them to show up and own it, waiting for the remorse that they may ne that day right now. There may never ever come. Here's the hard truth: some people would never apologize because they don't believe they did anything wrong. Others have moved on completely and don't even remember the moment that broke you. And and still others know exactly what they did, and the apology is never coming because the apology would cost them something they're not willing to pay. So you wait. And while you wait, the womb stays open. While you wait, your peace is held hostage by someone who may not even know they're um they're holding it. Here's what God is offering you today: healing that doesn't require someone else's cooperation. You don't need their apology to be free, you don't need the acknowledgement to heal. You don't need a confrontation to find closure. The power to release is already in your hands and it doesn't require their participation. Letting go of the need for any apology is not excusing them, it is refusing to let their unwillingness to own their behavior become the ceiling on your healing. Their apology is their business, your release is yours. Right now, part four, right here, breaking the cycle of offense and uh reoffense. Have you ever noticed that some pain seems to follow you, different people, different seasons, different circumstances, but the same wound keeps getting activated? That is not a coincidence, that is a pattern. When a wound is not released, it becomes a lens. Everything you see, you see through that wound, and because of that lens, you unconsistently attract and tolerate or recreate situations that confirm the narrative that uh the wound created about you. If someone hurts you and you never released it, you may find yourself in some situations like this. You find yourself uh in relationship with people who repeat the same offense, uh sabotage connections that feel too safe because you expect them to um to hurt you eventually. React to current situations with the intensity of past pain. Stay uh you stay in cycles because um leaving requires a level of healing you haven't completed. The cycle breaks when a wound heals, and the wound heals when you release it, not just once, but sometimes repeatedly until the forgiveness becomes uh uh uh a permanent. Forgiveness isn't always a single moment, sometimes it's a daily practice until the pain no longer has power. You may have to say, I choose to forgive every morning until one morning you realize you said it and it didn't feel anything, because the debt is truly cancel. That's the finish line right there. Let's walk into part five, real good. Forgiving people who feel justified in hurting you. This is one of the hardest categories of forgiveness: forgiving someone who believes that they were right, they hurt you and they think they were justified, they violated you and they've told the story in a way that makes them the hero. They cause damage and they're walking around unbothered, possibly even thriving, while you're still picking up the pieces, and now God is asking you to forgive them. It feels outrageous, it feels unfair, and honestly, it is unfair, but human standards. But here's where uh here's where you must understand their justification does not change your obligation to your own healing, whether they believe they were right or wrong is irrelevant to your decision to release. Forgiveness is not a contingent on their agreement. That that is uh uh um that an offense occurred. You're not forgiving them because they deserve it, you're not forgiving them because they're right, you're forgiving them because you are committed to your own freedom, and their opinion of the situation doesn't get to determine how long you remain in prison. Romans chapter 12, verse 19. God's voice says, Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord. This is not just a promise of accountability. Hold on, let me hit a voice of God again. God says in verse 12, um, chapter 12 and verse 19, he says, Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord. This is not just a promise of accountability, it is an invitation to hand the matter over when you carry what God has said in uh uh in his to carry, you exalt yourself, uh uh uh uh uh uh uh you exalt yourself and delay your own healing. Let God be the judge. That's not your assignment. Let's walk into part six when forgiveness feels unfilled. Let's talk about this here. Uh uh um there is sometimes tension between justice and peace because it is real and it deserves to be honored. When someone causes profound damage, abuse, betrayal, loss, injustice, there is a legitimate cry inside of you for accountability. That cry is not is not wrong. God is a God of justice and the desire for wrong, wrongs to be made right is wired into the human soul. The tension arises when justice is delayed, denied, or simply not available in the form you need. When the legal system fails, when the person never um faces the consequences, when the pros when the prosper, uh when they prosper while you suffer, forgiveness is that space, is that space can feel like like they have won. But here's the ref here's the reframe. Here's the reframe. Forgiveness is not the absence of justice, it is the decision not to let injustice become your identity. You can pursue accountability and forgive simultaneously. You can report, testify, confront, and still choose uh internal release. Forgiveness does not mean dropping a legal dropping a legal case, it does not mean silence, and it it means that regardless of the outcome, you will not allow what they did to what you will not allow what they did to solidify into bitterness inside of your soul. Justice is about what they deserve. Forgiveness is about what you choose to carry. You can pursue, you can pursue one without allowing the other to die. But it's walking to part seven, releasing silent resentment. There is a kind of unforgiveness that never announces itself. It doesn't erupt in anger, it doesn't send uh send strongly uh wounded messages, it just sits, it sits in the way your voice changes when that name comes up. In the barely um uh perceptible eye roll, in the distance you quietly put between yourself and certain people, in the way you celebrate someone's failure just a little too quickly, in the exhaustion you feel around certain conversations, silent resentment is the most dangerous kind because it hides from the one carrying it. You may not even identify it as unforgiveness, you might call it discernment, you might call it boundaries, you might um call it just being real, but somewhere underneath the composed exterior, there is an unresolved account. Proverbs 14.10 says the heart knows its own business bitterness. Your heart knows even when your behavior is controlled, even when your words are measured are measured, your heart knows what it is still holding on to. The first step is releasing releasing silent resentment is honesty. Sit with yourself long enough to ask this right here. Who am I still holding something against? Who would I secretly feel relieved to hear had suffer? Oh my god. And what and who can I not pray for with genuine warmth? I want to go, let's let's pause right there and go in this hill sandbox right here. In that second, that second question right there. Who would I secretly feel relieved to fear, to hear, had suffered? And I think that question right there, and it's causing me to pause. And it's causing me to pause because I mean I, you know, even right now talking to you guys, I I I have some things that I might be holding on to right there that I need to release. Right? And I think that's important because that the next question after that, I feel like I can do, right? But the one before it's like they did something to me. Yeah, they deserved that. That happened to them, they deserved it. That's good for them. Like that mindset and that positioning right there, right? That right there. And if you can feel that way about something happening to somebody, I don't care who you are or what they did, that's something you need to release. That's something right there that you need to be able to let go. And I am encouraging you, encouraging you. As I sit here, as as as I sit here with you, to let it go. See, y'all not the only one doing the work. But I got work I got to do too. So when I tell you we sit in the same boat, we sit in the same boat. When I tell you we gonna get through this here together, we're gonna get through this here right here together. Alright, let's keep moving on. Because when we get down to the end, at the end, it's gonna be for me too. Okay. So the answer to those questions is your forgiveness assignment. Okay, those three questions. The answer to those questions is your forgiveness assignment. And I can tell you right now, my my forgiveness assignment is gonna have something to do with the family. And non-direct family. And this is me being on as a me being right there. I can say I forgive them. But if if the situation crumbled, I wouldn't cry. I would say I would say that we're saying that means the problem is. Is that parts of us? We want to see it. And when we see it, then we say, Oh, it was justified. But your word says, God, that you say the vengeance is yours, and that you will repay. And we we need help navigating that particular portion. And it might not be for us to know when when when you know when it's gonna settle out. You know, and and that may be something, Father, that you gotta work with us on as your children. You gotta guide us, you gotta shape us to be able to understand that, Lord. And then, Father, after we after we have gotten that understanding, God, whatever you whatever the the the process is for that thing to be taken away from us, the bitterness, the the the the the secret hate, um yeah, God, we need you to do it. Whatever it whatever it takes, I need you to do it for me. I want to release it. I want it to be gone. I desire it, God. Especially, listen here, y'all. Especially, Lord. If it's gonna cause me to be separate from you, I want no parts of it. Let me get back into it. In Jesus' name we say, Amen. Alright, that's down part eight. Forgiving yourself after poor decisions. We have spent most of this teaching today focused outward or on forgiving others. But there is an inward dimension of forgiveness that is equally critical and often more neglected. What about what you allowed? What about the times you ignored the red flags? What about the relationships you stayed in too long? The decisions you made out of desperation, the moments you chose wrong, and someone you loved paid the price. Many people who have forgiven others are still persecuting themselves. They replay the decision, they rehearse the should have, they punish themselves with regret and wonder if they deserve good things given what they did or permitted. Self-forgiveness is not self-excuse, it is the recognition that you made decisions with the information, the maturity and the wounds you had at the time. A heel version of you might have chosen differently, but the wounded version of you chose what wounded people choose, and that version needed grace too. First John chapter 1 and verse 9, hear the voice of God. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Come on here, God. Look how fast you answer that. God forgives completely. The question is whether you will receive what he has already extended. You cannot fully move forward while dragging a conviction that God has already overturned. The gavel has fallen. The verdict is forgiven. It is time to stop retrying a closed case. Let's hit part nine. Walking into it, grieving what forgiveness cannot restore. This is the part no one wants to talk about. The grief inside forgiveness. You can't forgive completely and still mourn what was lost. The relationship that will never be what it was, the years that was taken, the version of yourself that existed before the wound, the trust that was broken so uh um thoroughly it cannot be rebuilt. Forgiveness does not bring things back, it simply releases the bitterness attached to their absence. And that is worth grieving. You are allowed to cry, you are allowed to feel weight of what will never be restored. Grief is not unforgiveness, it is the honest acknowledgement of real loss. The goal is not to rush past the grief, but to grieve without bitterness, to mourn without resentment, and to feel the full weight of the loss without letting it become a wall. Psalms chapter 34 and verse 18 says, Hear the voice of the Lord. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. God does not rush your grief, he sits in it with you, he understands that healing is not linear, and that releasing does not mean you stop feeling the cost of what was taken. You can be fully for forgiven, fully releasing, and still in grief. And all of that can be true at the same time. Walking in gracefully to part 10, the boundaries after forgiveness, what should never go back. Forgiveness does not uh reset relationships to their pre-offensive state, and that is not a spiritual failure, that is wisdom. After a genuine release, something changes. Your capacity for that behavior shrinks, your tolerance for what you once accepted diminishes. The things you once excused, you cannot no longer pretend are acceptable. This is not bitterness, this is growth. Forgiveness restores your peace, it does not uh obligate you to restore access. When God restores broken relationships, it is always into something new, not something identical to what was before. Even in scripture, restored relationships are marked by change, accountability, and transformation. Jacob and Esau reconciled, but they didn't live together. Joseph forgave his brothers, but there was a process of testing before full trust was established. Y'all might have missed that. Joseph forgave his brothers, but he tested them first. Stop playing. Run your test. After forgiveness, it is wise to ask what behaviors led to the wound, have those behaviors changed, or just the circumstances around them? Am this relationship safe? Is it healthy? Does it build or drain? What boundaries must exist for this to be sustainable? You are allowed to forgive someone and simultaneously decide they no longer have a front row seat in your life. Forgiveness grants freedom, it does not grant unlimited access. Running into part 11, boldly, head held high. The emotional detox process. When you release something, you have to you have carried for a long time. Your body, mind, and emotions go through a detox process. This is not a metaphor, it is a psychological and a uh uh uh wait a minute, I said that wrong. It is a physical I can't even say it, y'all. It is a philosophical and psychological reality. You may experience, okay, emotional waves, random tears, sudden sadness, and in uh inexplicable peace, heightened clarity, suddenly seeing patterns of people uh more clearly, physical release, tension leaving places in your body you didn't know were holding it, unexpected grief, mourning things you thought you were past, uh, resistance, a pullback towards the familiar pain because pain can become identity, freedom that feels strange, not knowing who you are without what you were without without what you were carrying it. All of this is normal. Healing has a process, release has a rhythm. The enemy will use the detox phase to convince you that you haven't really let go because emotions are still active, but emotions do not determine the truth of your decision. The decision was made, the release was real. What you're feeling is the cleanup, not the conclusion. Give yourself permission to be to be in a process without questioning the sincerity of your forgiveness. Gliding into part 12, forgiveness as obedience, not emotion. We must be clear, God commands forgiveness. Ephesians chapter 4, verses 31 through 32. Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other just as Christ uh um Christ God forgave you. Colossians chapter 3 and verse 13 says, Bear with each other and forgive one another. For any of you has a grievance against someone, forgive as the Lord forgave you. Hear the voice of the Lord in Matthew chapter 6, verses 4 14 through 15. For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly father will forgive you. But if you do not forgive others their sins, your father will not forgive your sins. God is speaking here the voice of God. This is not a gentle suggestion. This is not conditional advice. This is spiritual command with spiritual consequences. When you withhold forgiveness, you don't just carry pain, you block the very flow of forgiveness that God is trying to extend to you. Unforgiveness is not just a personal choice with no external consequences, it is a spiritual posture that affects your relationship with God, your capacity to receive his grace, and your access to breakthrough. You may not feel ready, you may not feel willing, but obedience doesn't wait for your feelings. You choose it, you speak it, you bring it the mess of your emotions before God and say, I am choosing to forgive even though I don't feel it, and I need your help to mean it. The prayer is enough. That posture is what he honors. Give us one of the most urgent warnings in all scripture. Here it is, see to it that no one falls short of the grace of God, and that no bitter, bitter root grows up to cause trouble and defile many. Bitterness is described as a root because roots are underground. You don't always see them, but they determine what grows above the surface. You have difficulty receiving correction from people who remind you of those who hurt you. Your prayers for certain people feel hollow in performance, even when you try to mean them. Small triggers provoke recreations far too large for the current situations. Hidden bitterness is one of the primary causes of stagnation. It keeps people from their next level, their next relationship, their next breakthrough because they are spiritually blocked by a route that refuses to acknowledge or address. Do an honest inventory. Ask the Holy Spirit to show you what's underground, what he reveals. Walking in gracefully to part 14, the myth of time heals all wounds. One of the most repeated and most damaging lies is emotional culture. Is this just give it time? Time does not heal wounds. What you do with time determines whether healing happens. Time without eternal release simply means more time spent carrying the wound. Some people are 40 years removed from a painful event and as raw about it today as they were when it happened. Because time passed, but forgiveness never did. Time can actually compound unresolved wounds. Isolation gives pain more space to grow. Repeated exposure to triggers without healing, um, deepen grooves in the mind. The longer an account goes unpaid, the more emotional interest is uh it accumulates. That's real life right there. Delayed release can become identity. You become the person this happened to. Do not wait for time to do what only decisions can do. Time is not as new is is neutral. Healing is intentional. You must choose it, pursue it, work it with God's help through prayer, through processing, and through release. The moment you choose it, choose is when healing begins, not the moment time passes. Part 15 Forgiving people who never knew they hurt you. Not every wound was uh intentional. Some of the deepest damage in our lives came from people who were obvious who were oblivious to the impact they had. The parent who didn't know their their words were crushing you, the friend who moved on without realizing you felt abandoned. The mentor who overlooked you without understanding what they what that overlooking caused. The person who shared something in something in your in confidence and never knew it destroyed your reputation. This wound uh these wounds don't need conference um confrontation um to receive closure. Closure is not a conversation, it's a decision. You don't have to tell tell them what they did, you don't have to send the email, you don't have to have the meeting. You can choose in the privacy of your own soul to release the debt they never they never even knew they owed. This kind of forgiveness is entirely between you and God. You bring the wound to Him, you name it specifically, you you articulate it what it cost you, and then you release it. Not because they asked, but because you are no longer willing to let an unconscious offense have a conscious hold on your life. They may never know that's okay. Your freedom doesn't require their awareness. He then gets into part sixteen when God requires you to forgive quickly. There are moments when God is very specific about urgency or of forgiveness because delay is is damage. In Matthew chapter 5, verse 23 and 24, hear the voice of the Lord. Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar, and there and and there, remember that your brother or sister has something against you. Leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to them, then come and offer your gift. The instruction is immediate. Don't finish the worship, don't complete the transaction, go right now and address the offense. Why? Such urgency. Because God understands something about spiritual ecology that we often underestimate. Unresolved offense creates blockage, it interrupts the flow of worship, it hinders prayer, it creates static in the frequency of your relationship with God. There are seasons where your breakthrough is not being delayed by the enemy, is being delayed by the person you haven't forgiven. There are prayers going unanswered, not because God is withholding, but because there is an unresolved account between you and someone else that is affecting the flow of grace in your life. When God prompts you to forgive today, not eventually, that prompting is not optional. It is strategic. There is something on the other side of that release that He is trying to give you, and the account must be settled before you can access it. Don't wait. The longer, the longer you delay, the more costly the delay becomes. Walking into part 17 with my head held high, how unforgiveness affects your future relationships. Unforgiveness doesn't stay in the past, it travels with you into every new season, every new relationship, every new opportunity. The person who hurt you in a previous relationship didn't just affect that relationship, they shape the lens through which you enter the next one. And if the wound is not healed, the next person pays a tax for something they didn't do. How unresolved wounds uh contaminate future relationships? Um hypervigilance, waiting for betrayal that may not be coming because it came before. Excuse me. Preemptive withdrawal, emotionally leaving before you can be left. Trust sealing, an invisible um threshold beyond which you cannot allow anyone uh anyone to go. Projection, um, assigning the character and modes of past people to current people, and emotional unavailability showing up physically but keeping walls uh eternally, and overreaction, responding to current situations with the intensity of accumulated past pain. The person in your future cannot be fully loved by a hurt a hurt, um, a heart that is still imprisoned by the past, and you cannot be fully present in the new relationship while you're still internally uh litigating old ones. Your future deserves a version of you that um that arrived free. That happens only through release. Uh part 18 releasing the need to understand why. One of the most stubborn forms of unforgiveness is unanswered questions. Why did they do it? Why would they choose that? What did I do to deserve this? And what was I missing? What was wrong with me? The um desperate need for explanation can become its own prison because sometimes the why is never coming. Sometimes people do hurtful things because of their own brokenness, their own wounds, their own limitations, and the explanation, even if you received it, would not satisfy the depth of what you're asking. Peace that surpasses understanding. Come on, God. This is the prompt the promise in Philippians chapter 4 and 17. Notice the phrasing, it surpasses understanding, meaning it does not require it. God is not offering your comprehensive comprehension as the path to peace, he is offering you surrender, he is uh inviting you to hand over the case file, every question, every confusion, every unanswered why, and the and trust that he sees what you cannot see, knows what you cannot know, and is working um working in ways to do uh to working in ways that do not require your full understanding to be real. You may never know why, and God is saying you can be free anyway. Release the why, take the peace, it is more valuable than the explanation. Listen to me. And I want you guys to speak this right after me. Okay. I am choosing freedom today. I am releasing every person who has harmed me, wounded me, used me, or walked away from me without explanation. I release the debt, I cancel this account. I choose not to carry what God has not asked me to hold. I forgive without waiting for an apology. I release without reopening doors, I let go without pretending nothing happened. I acknowledge the wound, and I choose healing anyway. I release myself from the prison of bitterness, from the weight of resentment, from the poison of unforgiveness that was only hurting me. I am not required to understand in order to be free. I am not required to forget in order to release, and I'm not required to reconcile in order to forgive. I forgive myself for what I allowed, what I ignored, what I chose in seasons of pain. I received the grace that God has already extended, and I will never I will no longer persecute a a case that heaven has already closed. I am not defined by what was done to me. I am not shaped by who left me, and I am not limited by what was stolen from me. I am a person in active pursuit of wholeness, and I choose uh starting today to walk in it. I am free, not because the pain wasn't real, but because I am no longer willing to let it be my chain. I am free. I am healing, I am released, and the church said amen. Before we go though tonight, I want to give space for what the Holy Spirit may already be doing in the room or in you wherever you are receiving this here. There is someone here who has been carrying something for a very long time. It has become so familiar that you've stopped noticing the weight of it. You've built your life around it, you've organized relationships around it, you've made decisions based on it. And tonight God is asking you to put it down. Not because what was done to you wasn't real, not because justice doesn't matter, but because the pain wasn't uh because the pain wasn't significant, not because the pain wasn't significant, but because he loves you too much to let you carry it one more day when he has already made a way for you to be free. If you are ready, if you have been holding something that needs to be released tonight, I want to invite you into this here moment together. You don't have to have it all figured out, you don't have to feel ready, you don't have to fully understand the why. All you have to do is say yes to the invitation. If that is you, stand where you are. Raise your hand. I gotta raise my hand, y'all. Open your heart and pray with me. Father, I come to you right now with something I have carried for too long. You know what it is. You know what who is involved, you know how deep the wound goes, deeper than I have even admitted it myself. I am tired of carrying it. I am tired of letting it shake me. I am tired of allowing a past offense to determine my future freedom. So today, God, right now, I make a decision that I cannot make on my own strength. I choose to forgive. I release the dead, I cancel the account, I surrender the need for an apology, the need for justice, the need for understanding, and I hand all of it to you. I also ask you, Lord, to forgive me for the bitterness I've healed, for the resentment I've uh nurtured, for the walls I've built in the name of protection, that were actually built out of the pain. I receive your forgiveness now in the name of Jesus. And I extend it to those who wanted me. Heal what they broke, restore what they took, and rebuild what was damaged, beginning with my heart. I receive my freedom today, not because I feel it fully, but because I choose it and I trust you to make it real. In the name of Jesus, I am released. Amen. Now, if you prayed that prayer tonight, something shifted in you. It may not feel like it yet. The feelings may come in waves. The detox process has begun, but the decision has been made, and God honors the decision. You are not the same person you were before you walked in tonight. The wound may have been real, but the chain was always optional. And tonight you chose to be free. Listen, I'm glad you guys are free. I'm glad to be free.

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Listen, y'all, that's a wrap for me, man. Listen, I love you guys, and I'm wishing you guys an amazing day. You guys go forth. You guys go forth, man, and and let today be today, y'all. Um, listen, we're gonna be right back here Wednesday, season eight, episode eight. Okay, rolling in the eighth, okay? Listen, I listen, I love you guys, but most importantly, God loves you more. I'll see y'all next time.

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